The Forgotten Deed

I cry over my fate tonight,
alone with the moon,
and no one in my sight.

Buried now are my dreams,
hope like the shreds of mirror.

I search for my smile tonight,
alone with the moon,
and no one in my sight.

Blessed was my soul,
Aye,thats what I used to think,
until the dawn struck me,
making me realise my mistake.

I shed silent tears for my heart tonight,
alone with the moon,
and no one in my sight.

A sudden thought,with it the forgotten memories,
my past rewinded now.

I self-pity myself tonight,
alone with the moon,
and no one in my sight.

Trapped in my own cocoon,
my lungs crave for some air.

Numb is my body and dead is my soul,
for the betrayal has finally shown its abhorrent face,
and sits beside me now.

I wait for my angel tonight,
alone with the moon
and no one in my sight.

The world is not the same once again,
its color fading once again.
Past knocks on my door,
and my soul trembles once again.
I need the covers of grey clouds,
once again I need to stand in the emptiness alone.
Though I had left the crematorium long back,
the earth takes me to the same place once again.
A place profused of things which causes my dead part to rise up,
a part which I never want to encounter again.
Not that it harms me,
perhaps just takes me down the memory lane once again,
the memories which I had buried long back..
All I can do now is hope that world will change,
that it will have its vibrant color once again.